I'm so worn out over the past ten days I've been a great friend and still hold on to a piece of my values. But I lent a friend money to pay his motel room swore his mom would pay me back probably did give it to him but swerved it off, I assume. I loaned 20 bucks on top of that. Then I get no response from him after that. So I am stuck in Omaha. Then a guy I dont know but friends know of him steals my car key takes of with my car and depletes everything I own. My entire wardrobe hygiene laundry accessories. Luckily I got my car back but with a broken tie rod. All after coming here because I helped my roommate get away from her abuser. Only to go back 2 days later. Ya ya know what that means. Today I wanted to so badly end my life. I don't think I can take more than what this month has brought. For hours trying to cry out for an escape and out of nowhere a cardinal appeared in the grass and tree limbs beside the car. And I couldn't hold back the tears. A heavenly visitor. Im broke, broken, tired, most of all hungry. As I lie in this broke down PT cruiser alone, and sad, I will praise Him. My heart will sing your praise again. Thanks just needed to get that off my chest so I can forgive.
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