Change to a good Life

Los Angeles CA

Description

Hi I'm a male 35 old. If what you want is honesty here I go.. I have and have problems with a drug.. that I ran too when ever my ex partners would get me mad or ill use that as a excuse.. it was my way to num any feelings.. I don't need that substance,when I'm off it. I just run to it when angry or wanted to have great moments with my ex girlfriends ( non of them did that) why am I writing this here ? Because I really don't have nobody to listen to me without judging me or giving me this I don't care with its ur problem disgusted face,, now I'm a really creative and skilled person and hardworking gentleman ill learn and do it properly with the right tools,but my only problem that drug i have chosen to leave it behind using it or having around me.. I want to change my life from bad to one that people could look up too and see GOD'S work in me. I'm alone no one on my team but alot of people I love hoping to see me fail. I know I'm going to look back on this and be proud of it in the future..I wish to have the opportunity to join a great construction company and be able to do custom creative work for people's home or anything like that well wish me luck any pointers or motivation words welcome