Any input welcome

Portland OR

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So how many people do you have in your life that actually care about you enough to call you if you fall out of site for afew days? I'm not talking the people who are all about gossip and boardem calls, I'm talking you can have a real conversation and are able to ignore your phone because you are just wanting to spend time together... This is not including boyfriends girlfriends husband's or wives... Where I'm going with this is that I noticed in my life that I distanced myself not purposely just do circumstances in my life or people around my life to work at what I do to survive or get by and then I would go home to my dog and my mom work home mom dad work home Mom dog... This sometimes can be enough for a person unless the suddenly lose their mom or dog or both. Then what, who do you talk to when you have nobody really I mean you have the people that leaving your building that you pass by in the hall but even that isn't what I'm talking about... I am looking for people who are honest and caring and have time for people on open-minded bases who just want to share themselves with somebody else without judgment and without relationships of sex or the like. It would be awesome to find a few people that are willing to hang out and be on judgmental and not looking for fling but looking for a friend. I myself am debating just taking off and walking across the country and seeing if I can find people along the way to me and get to know and work along the way on our jobs just to be able to find some people that are real as I no longer have family and I am alone and it's scary and it's heartbreaking and it makes you wonder what's next. This isn't for a friend group right now this is just people's thoughts you kind of interested to see if anyone else has been through anything like this please no negative stuff this is a honest mentally stressful thing that I'm going through and I just want some honest feedback from people to know if anyone else feels the same way nobody will see anything that anyone writes to me other than me I'm not going to post it on anything this is just trying to find somebody to talk to you that's not going to preach but maybe need someone to talk to you. So if this sounds like something you want to respond to go ahead and respond to it thanks Roxanne