Cowboys and friends

Sacramento CA

Description

I read these listings almost every night. Not for anything specific but I like reading people’s posts and knowing what people are longing for on a daily basis. Sometimes they’re funny, I read a post about a circus cowboy once. Sometimes they’re sad, like this post I read about someone looking for their biological father after he abandoned them so long ago, wanting answers. Sometimes they’re beautiful, like the post about someone looking for a friend they made at a festival in the 70s. I hope that this is read by someone who looks for the same things I look for who also can not name it. I’m not even 25 yet and I am already missing what it was like to be 21. I had a friend who used to hold me until 2 in the morning. nothing would happen, we would just talk and be happy in each other’s arms because we both knew what it was to be sad and alone. I had a lover who would only meet me under colored lights and moan into my ear for hours before telling me what his childhood was like. My windows would fog and I wouldn’t fall asleep until 6am. I turn 25 this year and i don’t see either of them anymore. Not for any reason but time. It makes me more sad than anything so I stay up and I read these posts and hope that someone is looking for the person that makes them feel like velvet, just as I felt with the friends and lovers I no longer see. -M