Does it really matter/Re:

Moscow ID

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What does matter, is why you are even asking these questions? If in-fact, you don't care anymore, and are happier alone, and "don't give a shit." Why ask them? Only you know the awnser. The awnser should only matter to you. Instead, You are desperately reaching out in a random forum, to random people, in an attempt to get awnsers or gratification to these questions with people whom know nothing about your situation. You say it doesn't matter, but yet you ask the questions seeking proof that it does or doesn't to those you don't know. Which means, you are either entirely lost. And all these things do matter, but you are unable to admit it and find resolution on your own. Or, you are seeking validation for these feelings within others. Because you have yet to find any real sense of truth within yourself. It's always darkest before the dawn, and I hope you find your peace and truth. But only YOU can push yourself in that direction. Seeking others to aid you in your thinking, reality, and actions does nothing to build who YOU are. It only creates a world where you rely on others completely to satisfy your existence, needs, and desires. Learn to survive, on your own. And with who you want to become. Do not rely on others thoughts, actions,nor opinions... especially not in a random forum. Then, you will know.. if it matters. It should only matter to you.