Someone to talk to

North Myrtle Beach SC

Description

I’m late 30’s I’m a man, I need someone to talk to. I was diagnosed with HIV a year and a half ago but I am lucky enough to get the medicine and treatment for it. This means I am undetectable and I can not transmit to my partner through intercourse. I feel cursed at times. How do I begin a real relationship with someone knowing I have to tell them this. They would never look at me the same and probably run away scared. I don’t know where to begin, and I do want to talk to someone but even knowing I’m supposed to be protecting them with my medicine I’m still so scared when having sex of risking another person. I use all the precautions to protect my partner when I have one. But having to keep this inside to myself gets the better of me. I am looking for someone to talk to, please don’t come bashing me. How do you go about talking to someone about this. Is there anyone who would talk to someone if they told them they had this seeming of incurable condition? All in all I’m healthy I feel great I want someone to talk to who maybe can relate. Can be male or female. Thanks