Just venting.

Denver CO

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My name is Frankie and I fucked up royally by lying to the best woman I ever met. At that time having low self esteem made me feel as if I would need to impress her so she'd bee willing to talk. Instead of being myself and being honest I made up a whole new persona and when it came to light as fake it destroyed her. Seeing her face crumble that day was the worst pain I've ever felt in a life that has been consistently full of it. There are soooooo many things in my life I regret but out of it all I regret watching JustaMeas face and heart break more than anything. Lady, I know your're out there somewhere, probably not ever gonna read this but it's a shot.......I am sorry for letting my cowardice and poor choices in my life affect yours. You're all I could ever hope to be. I sincerely wish you that happiness you so badly want to find. I love your soul lady.......but that smile? OMFG, I'd jump out of a plane with no parachute for that smile......makes my WHOLE world disappear.!!!! Wherever you are lady, I hope you're smiling.