Gah!!

Albuquerque NM

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I didn’t get to read what you wrote, was just moderately told about it. Just say what you have to say directly to me, man. It could have saved us both the stress if you had followed through on your promise week one. Closure doesn’t change anything but how what this is now goes for the next month or years. I did the best I could with the cards I was dealt. I am leaving you directly alone as per my word. I’m stuck wondering what I did, didn’t do, or what I could have done or not done to allow for a friendship at least. I don’t know if you hate me, if it was me, if it was you...I would have learned that if there had been room for my feelings in your heart. It would be a whole lot easier for me to move on and leave you entirely alone (eg CL) with a little finality/closure, which is all I asked for from the first text. I want to leave this alone too, believe me. I’m easily at least as irritated by this as you. So simple 1. Give closure. 2. “Ah. They moved on. They understand and there’s no tension, just acceptance and understanding.” 3. We both feel better and both heal in a reasonable amount of time, instead of just one, or more work than is necessary