Friends?

Gardena CA

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once believed a person when they would speak to me... But that has changed.. I once trusted people... But then I got played... I once had friends.... untill a person I knew for over 10 years turned out not being my friend at all.. I use to see good in a person and would give them chances. Now I won't let anyone in my life..no chance of that anymore... I use to be that person who always helped anyone who asked.. Now I say NO......Not caring about giving a reason why I said no or what the outcome would be... I use to be that person who offered help. Who put others people's needs in front of mine.. who would stop what I was doing to give someone a hand. Now I could care less what is going on in the world. I keep to myself.. I've been hurt before.. I've been lie to...I've been taken advantage of.. I've had my heart broken and I've been cheated on and I survived threw those things. I had hope I would find the one who wanted a life with me. But after what I went threw. After I got PLAYED by someone I thought was my friend. I had to change how I saw the world and people in it.. I change my thoughts of the kind of life I want. Being alone doesn't scare me now. people do.. never knew someone like him. Never realized someone could do those things to another person. Don't understand how someone could do things on purpose. and i never will.. Life is already hard but when someone is lying to you to cause pain it makes things that much harder. All I was doing was helping you.. you came to me with that fake..I love you.. I've wanted to be with you for awhile... You knew what you were doing.. you knew what I had been threw.. You just to lie to my face. Not giving one shit about the outcome. I will never understand how you could do that. How lying to me didn't bother you.. how easy it was to Play me that way. But I guess I should thank you for this.. you opened my eyes to people like you. Sad that you couldn't be honest and be that man you told me you were.. you didn't even care..you didn't even try... You never wanted what you had Promised me. Everything was lies... Being fake about your feelings towards me... The only thing you really felt towards me was HATE..NO ONE TREATS SOMEONE THEY LOVE OR CARE ABOUT THAT WAY.