I miss you still

Sacramento CA

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A - It's been over 2 years since we've lived together, and there hasn't been a day that I haven't thought about you. I've been working on myself, working at becoming a better human, sorting out my issues and addressing them. I often fantasize that we will meet again and the spark will still be there, that we will become friends again, or more. Realistically, I don't hold out hope, why would you offer me yet another chance? I've never not been able to get over someone eventually, but I can't see ever getting over you. They say if you love someone set them free and if they come back then it was meant to be. Well, as hard as it was to leave you, I did so because you asked me to, so you could be free (of me of the problems, etc.) and find your happiness. I wish and hope that one day you will reach out, but as time goes on my hope is slowly running out. You used to say that our relationship was unprecedented, and I whole heartedly agree. I've never met anyone like you and I know I will never meet anyone better than you. I know you probably will never see this, but I want you to know how sorry I am for messing up "the best thing that has ever happened to [me]". I miss you and I love you still. -S