Confused and hopeless...

Baltimore MD

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I don't know why I'm even posting this. I guess to vent. I don't get it at all. I'm a male, 6'3, very fit, athletic and train very hard, I'm intelligent, traveled, and try to be compassionate and humane to everyone I meet. My entire life I've been told I'm so attractive and beautiful,...but completely alone. And the crazy part is I'm looking to meet the person or people that make my life complete and balanced. The one everyone else is desperately seeking. I'm so interested with people and they're lives, how they feel, how they live,...but I feel alone and lost when I see other people. I only want to bring peace and happiness to people but after all this time I am alone surrounded by darkness and silence. I hope to meet someone. To connect. To bring them joy on all levels. I was a fighter, soldier and brought so much death, destruction and darkness while being told it's for the greater good. From violence and killing I learned the value of peace, understanding and compassion. If you have that one, or those people... Hold them close to you, and keep them. Tell them they are valued and loved. And be that example of the light we want to be surrounded by. I hope to find that light.