I wish I never screwed up because you cheated to hurt me

Forest Grove OR

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I wish I never made bad decisions,I wish I never lied, I wish I never tried to hide from you and bottled up inside. I wish I would’ve given you a chance,you begged and pleaded for me to just come to bed:( I wish I would’ve listened because now I have to be alone in bed in the room right across from you and you have no idea how much that hurts. I went away for a while because of my bad decisions you felt that we were over you told me and promised me we’d be a family then three days later you cheated and fell in love with a girl that was never going to love you in return I hope you feel sorry because I sure do I didn’t just messed up for us I messed up my son to I hate how I feel this way how I have to move on I’ve already started but it’s so hard when you show no remorse you’ve never apologized to me for hurting me and cheating on me and I’ve never told you the truth about what I was going through but I don’t think it would change if I did you hate me I don’t blame you I wish I never turned into that evil person you didn’t deserve that I will always regret my past:( I’m so sorry J