Music is life.... f4m

Kelso WA

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I let myself fall hard and fast and I knew it was going to hurt from the start.... people like you never actually love people like me... you were perfect, we are so alike in all the right ways, you were so positive and actually helping me to be more positive and less depressed.... it really blows that we didn’t stop talking for two whole weeks straight, stayed up all night to chat with you and you told me you wanted to be with me...... i knew better though. Maybe I just wanted to feel loved for a change? I’m not sure.... if I’m wrong (I know I’m not but there could be a chance) then tell me you’re not that superficial and it’s just in my head because you and I could be amazing together... it’s like you said “we could get married” fuck around and find out we are soul mates and have been sitting under each other’s noses our whole lives just waiting for that first Snapchat to be sent... But I know it’s a pipe dream... I think I was just in love with the idea that I’m not a worthless, waste of space to someone..... It still hurts, but I’ll get over it. I really wish I wasn’t right about our “missed connection “ cause it’s tearing me apart...... If you do by chance see this and I am wrong, Send me a text and tell me I’m crazy and you want me just as much as I want you.