Missed connection

Eugene OR

Description

8 years. 8 years of trying to connect with you, RD. And it missed every single time. It is driving me crazy, and I am just done trying anymore. I was really lost when I met you, and I wanted to not feel alone, and you said all the pretty words making false promises and lies to wrap me into trusting you. You used me. You cheated on me x100+ times,you abused me in every way including violent rape. Yet, I stayed, because you were a wall of safety from the world & keeping me distracted. Well, RD, no more. I may have lost you,but I have found myself. I Win!