You helped me love the Ocean.

Portland OR

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You taught me to love the ocean. I wish that I shared my emotions in a less childish way and I wish you could’ve seen me as valid. You’re in a new wonderful relationship and I couldn’t be more happy for you! I still have your art up in the same place on my wall and I still adore it. I don’t miss you as a lover but I miss you as a friend and I wish you could see me now.. I don’t hate myself anymore. I’m not suicidal. I’ve worked hard to be happy and healthy! I do love myself and love who I am finally. You are an amazing person and Artist. Your fiery hair and personality are beautiful and You deserve the world! You always laughed at me, called me a freak and a weirdo, I’ll always miss that! And Honestly even though we had a bad falling out, you’re still someone I care and think about. I always thought I loved the desert but I’ve learned to love the ocean equally. So Thank You! If you somehow see this, I hope we can someday be friends again. But if you don’t want that, I understand and hope you have a wonderful day! :)