I miss you Heather

Marana AZ

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I just want to be with you. I wish you wanted to be with me. I still think about you everyday but I wish I didn't. It feels like you're still with me. I can feel you judging me. You're always in my passenger seat. I think I'm crazy. Do you ever think about me? Do you miss me? Did you ever care at all? Was I just a joke to you? I want to believe that I at least meant something to you but you tried so hard to prove I didn't. And now I feel like I don't matter to anyone. I really wanna take out my aggression on your "friend " that you went to the lake with (I know you were intentionally trying to hurt me). But I know that won't change anything. I wish I could go back in time and do things differently. I know nothing will ever change the past. Nothing will ever make this better. The damage is done. I just wish....... I would've been good enough for you.