I can’t help but wonder.....

Houston TX

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If there is still something more that we need to figure out. It was good seeing you again and I enjoyed the time spent but I can’t help but wonder if we truly have more matters that we should resolve. I know we were younger when this became an issue but now that we are both grown why does it still feel wrong. I wonder if the fact that we still feel something towards each is possibly the reason. I hurt you before and I can’t see myself hurting you again. But then I can’t imagine the fact that I will be hurting two additional people and one of them whom I already hurt in the past. This truly is not the way I pictured it going but I just can’t seem to fully get over it. I wonder if we just accept what could be and bare the pain that will come out of it, the maybe in the end everything will turn out the way it should have been.