I miss you.

Longmont CO

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I miss you J. I miss the way you brightened up my day. I miss texting you, saying good morning and having someone to connect with. You’re such a beautiful soul and I would do anything to know you are okay. I was so mad at myself for the way our last communication ended. Had I known that was going to be the last time we would ever talk, I would have told you every thing. I wasn’t calling you to blow you up that night or to make you ghost me. I had dialed because I was trying to block your number so I could run away from the only person who saw me for me. And in that instant, I decided I wasn’t running any more. That’s what made our connection special. We are two souls who had experienced our fair share of family traumas and bad relationships, and for once, there was another person looking back at, who shared that same reflection. After meeting you, every thing shifted. Reoccurring dreams I had for years, changed. The last few months have shook me spiritually and all for the positive. I’m not asking for any time from you or to go back to the way things were. I really miss you and although I tried to email and text you, I’m really posting because I care about you and I don't know where to tell you that other than here. Let's not lose this.