Sail Away

Weaverville CA

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I do miss you. We were the best of the best until booze and drugs ruined us. Were you not strong enough to try again? I understand being tore down. But i dust myself off and try again (with you) We needed the sailboat to keep us in check. When we got on land there were to many variables to lead us the wrong way and it did numerous times. We always did better together instead of separated until the alcohol took ahold of you and the other for both of us. So many things would have been proven wrong if you would have stayed by my side. Instead you hurt me because you thought that i was doing things wrong. In the end it has more or less been proven that i wasnt. But the things you did to see if i was, proved you were doing things wrong in the end. Cant you just eat crow for once for me and really feel remorse for hurting me? Just a little? please? Thats all i wanted was for you to show your human like everyone else. Now all is lost because you want a new. The grass is geenest where you water it and take care of it. Either way it needs mowed. A lot of years went by and not a lot left to want to die around strangers or for me to maybe me to die alone like my dad. I wish you would have changed you mind. We could disappear like i said to a different town where no one knows us. We still could! Soon i will be gone finding a place to call my own forever. it could be your empire of dirt also with your name on it! Come help me find our piece of heaven, Please MJJ It would be our new sailboat.