How is this ok?

Junction City OR

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Nothing is working out. There's so little joy and happiness in people these days, and none in this guys life. It's tough just to get up anymore. I talk to people about this stuff and they tell me I should feel grateful, at least I have my health. Well I don't have my health. It doesn't show to most but my heart is trashed and the rest of me struggles as a result. How do I find anything to be grateful for when my quality of life is rapidly getting worse with very little chance it will change. I just don't see much reason to get up in the morning. Well I do have to use the bathroom so there's that.Ok, I'm done whining. Probably would have been better in a different category too. I thought writing this would make me feel a little better. I thought it would be cathartic. It hasn't been. I still feel just as sad as I did before I started writing. I won't bore you any more. I'll wish you a good night and a good life.