Guess it was just bad luck?

Spokane WA

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Idk why we try? It always ends up the same. Bad luck, bad timing or just bad choices? Maybe a little of of each. I miss you but you are sitting next to me. Its not the you I know, this person is a stranger because thats how he wants it! This guy, doesn't like me much, much less love me. I know people change, relationships change but this is night and day. It wasn't over night and I had my part. I tried to stop it, I begged you to talk to me but nothing I could do. Sometimes its just how its suppose to go, no matter how bad you want it. I can't hold on any longer. I feel like I've been punched in the chest. Sometimes I can't breathe! I will be alright. I wish I could change for u but I can't. I'm sorry, its not by choice. Please remember, just once in awhile, how we loved, you know, when we hid from the outside world, it was magic. I would do it again even with this ending.