i had a year and a half long relationship with you wrought with infidelities and ambiguity. we made plans to go to an art show with our new partners at the same time because we wanted to be together but have acknowledged that no matter how much we try we just cant, but when i arrived at the gallery you were nowhere to be found. the boy i was with was hungry so we went to go eat at the citadel across the street, and lo and behold, there you were, with her.
it was so exciting. its always so exciting with you. all the games that we play, that no one else understands. i lit up and my heart fell at the same time. to see you in this impossible way, so close and so far. i couldn't stop staring at her, imagining that her hands were my hands, her eyes my eyes, her ears my ears, so that i could be the one touching you, seeing you, hearing you.
you got up to go the bathroom and i followed, i caught you on the way out, we went outside and talked a bit and kissed. i could tell you were excited too. it is so fun to have a secret, this is something unfortunately both of us know too well.
i love you, so much, hopelessly. dating other people is becoming increasingly unbearable, especially when you already found 'the one.' i hope that you can forgive me, that we can move on. i want to be with you again. i want to get married. lets get married and leave all of this behind us!
if this is you, let me know what color shirt you were wearing when we ran into each other...
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