I don't know what to call this

Philadelphia PA

Description

Despite my best efforts, I can't forget about you. I know there's nothing there. That I'm leading myself to a dead end that I'll have to turn myself away from. It's not something I want to do but I know that it's inevitable. Usually I delete these messages because they're pointless. I don't even know what I seek when I type them up. Acknowledgement, to vent, closure? None of it matters anyway because the next step to take is to move on. Which, as you can tell, hasn't worked out so great.