Looking For Peace

Roxboro NC

Description

We got here last March, and since then, it has been extremely hard. I did not know my mother was mentally unstable. She had started kicking us out and allowing us back when she needed things less than a month after we got here. I tried to stay at the Durham Rescue Mission, but I have a car, and I need to work. I am by no means lazy. I had a decent job as an assistant manager at a gas station. The boys school helped me find a place however it is very far from where we were. My boss automatically transferred me without giving me a chance to figure anything out. the store i was transferred to already has a management team so I had to take a demotion, and a serious pay cut. I am working on finding another job, but that takes time that I don't have. It also takes someone to watch the boys and I don't even have that. The school kicked them out when we moved, and the school here does not have an after-school program. I don't know what I am going to do, and I need help. I am a smart, professional woman, I love working. I am doing the best I can, and we do not deserve this. All I want is a good life for us, and every time I turn around, something is happening to keep me back. It is really cold here and my boys will be miserable sleeping in my car. Not to mention driving up here from FL ruined my tires and i desperately need new ones. If there is anybody reading this that has some type of advice, or a resource, please reach out to me. I am truly desperate, and terrified. I have the best boys, and they see the world in my eyes. It hurts knowing I can't give them a simple roof over their head. Rent is due in a few days, $725, and I feel so pathetic that I can't even pay it. This is not a scam, I will be posting in other groups to reach more people. If anybody needs more info, or proof that I am being honest, please do not hesitate to reach out to me. Thank you for taking the time to read this.