Bettering My Mental Health

Lincoln RI

Description

My name is Megan and I'm almost 40. I lost my dad and things are really hard as Ive become homeless as well and sleeping on a couch at a friend's. Losing my dad has been the hardest thing mentally. He was my best friend and my confidante. So you can just imagine how hard I've been struggling. I want to get out and just go and explore the world. I have learned over the years that my mental health comes first and it's more important to me than anything. One of the areas I learned about myself and my mental health is that being out on the open road and seeing different places and being able to get up and go whenever I want is what's most important to me aside from family. It's hard right now with things going on to even save any money to make this happen before I'm 60 years old. I'd like to see my mom as much as I can before I can't. I have done a lot of research into RVs and tiny house living via forums and YouTube that I know the best way to do this is by buying a short school bus and converting it into a mobile home. It's something that will last way longer and be more durable than buying a camper/RV. I know so much about it all and realized that it is what I want to do; I have even looked into van life and that is another option but thinking about it I realized it's too small of a space for me and my needs. I want to be able to see the country and my family as often as I want. Being rooted is not something I feel is for me. My mental health is stable but not where I want it and I feel it can't be where I want it to be if I am rooted. I'd like to be able to just go where I want when I want. I hope someday I can see more places with in the U.S., and hopefully, all of them at some point before my journey in life is over. I feel my best when I am free and independent. Being out on the open road is so relaxing and freeing to me and makes me feel at peace so much more than being stuck in one place. I want to see as much as I can before I can't. I hope you can relate to me and see where I am coming from and understand my needs for my mental health. I would really like to accomplish this within the next 10 or so years and I plan with this happening to start a blog and possibly start a YouTube channel to document my travels and skoolie (school bus) living. I want to show others that doing what is right for you mentally, will help you be the best you can be and need to be for yourself. I want to share as much of the world as I can with those that can't get up and go to experience it for themselves. I hope you understand just how important it is to be mentally sound and care for someone's mental health. I also hope you have a kind heart to give as little as a dollar to help me see the country and help reunite me with my family. I hope to take you on my journey and share it all with the world. That's all I want in life. I don't want that California vacation I took back in 2000 to be the one and only time I have ever seen California. Thank you for all your help and taking the time to read my story. I sincerely appreciate it. Note: The above image is just an example of a skoolie and similar to how I want mine. https://gofund.me/be327f17