Why is it so hard?

Batavia OH

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I'm in a hard spot but it won't last forever. I'm having some medical problems that will take a few a months to get under control. I'm currently not driving or working because I'm not driving. My husband and I are going to divorce. We don't sleep together and haven't in I don't know how long. I'm stuck living here because I have no income. There is a waiting list for government housing plus I have pets that wouldn't be allowed in government housing. I look at my friends and see the lives their living and I get so jealous. I wish I could live the kind of life they live. I don't want the world. I don't want a mansion. I just want a nice home with someone will treat me the way my grandpa treated my grandma. I want someone who will want to get out and do things and go on vacation once a year. Every time I meet someone they live too far away and my son has to stay in this school district or close by, or they have a temper, or their is some reason things wouldn't work. I can't do POF again. That was the most awful experience of my life. I think I give up. Being a cat lady isn't so bad, right?