Help me celebrate christmas

Cloverdale VA

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Given all the problems in the world today this might sound really petty but here goes. The past few years have been really rough for me due to the pandemic. First time I got covid I nearly died and lost a job I loved as a result which then caused me to lose my home and everything in it. I spent nearly 2 years being homeless off and on while trying so hard to rebuild my life only to see my life blow up again and again. As a last ditch effort I moved back to my hometown and reconnected with family who helped me get back on my feet. I now have an apartment and a job and things are finally back on track which brings me to the point of this post.' Christmas has always been my favorite holiday and the highlight has always been helping my mother decorate our entire house for Christmas. Literally, every room in our house was covered in Christmas decorations and loved how completely over the top it was. Sadly I lost her 20 years ago shortly before Christmas so the holidays have been painful ever since. Time heals all wounds and after everything the past 2 years I am finally in a state of mind where I can enjoy Christmas again. Unfortunately part of what I lost were my mother's Christmas decorations that had been in our family for many years and I am kicking myself for not finding a way to avoid losing them. I know Christmas isn't about material things but I really want to get some new Christmas decorations and start my own traditions and make some new memories. I know this is a lot to ask but I would really appreciate it if someone could help me out with this.