Joey G

New Orleans LA

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I’m really sorry that I wrote and sent that letter, it wasn’t fair. I was still so so hurt and my anger was misplaced, I was angry at myself for letting this happen. For doing this to myself again. For even continuing with you after the first date because I already knew how I was going to end up feeling about you. But I can’t stop thinking about this letter lately, it’s an incredibly humiliating intrusive thought. And I really wanted to apologize but I couldn’t say this any other way. If you see this I know you’ll understand why I couldn’t just say it to you. But I hope you’re happier now. I hope she’s good to you. I hope some day I get some insight into your perspective on it all, on me, but for now I am genuinely sorry that I caused you inner turmoil and that I couldn’t handle the aftermath of what I said to you on that phone call. I would go back and change so much of it if I could now. -L